19 May 2006

A Promise Broken..

Okay..this is one thing I promised myself I'd never do - mess my space up with mushy, Mills & Boon-type sob stories. But I'm going to have to stray a little this time. And what the hell - this won't be the first promise I've broken nor the last I will break.
Okay, the thing here is that I'm missing him so much I'm going crazy and I just have to let it out somewhere. And since I'm already sitting in front on my favorite friend here anyway, I might as well do it here and save a tree.
I hate feeling this way, and please, not on a Friday!
Ever heard Chris Cagle's 'Miss me baby'? Well, that pretty much sums up the way I've been and am still feeling. I've wasted so much time letting him take up my thoughts it would be very unfair if he didn't miss me back right? And I'll even admit, at the risk of sounding dumb and desperate, that I've prayed and asked God to let him miss me too ..'Please Lord, make him miss me!'
It's just not enough - him telling me on the phone that he IS missing me!
I want him to really, truly, genuinely miss me the way I am missing him now.

8 comments:

Almost Unreal said...

Hmuihmula mo?? :))) lolzzzzzzzzzzz

Mizoramah chuan om se IKK lukhum trial - a hring, khum pawl a niang

virgochhas said...

mmm...now now... almost unreal 'shhhhh' ... not da tiem dear... hehehhe...

@ sundancer - lady, do i hafta jot it down her 'yet' again, to tell you how i 'so very much' understand da feeling....

dont u worry hon' ... letz alwayz hope for a brighter day, keeping our fingers and toes crossed...

and remember, alwayz remember dat ur one lucky lady to HAVE someone to miss.... thrz millions of people out thrz whuz got no one to miss da way u miss him...

:)

MockingBird said...

Quote:: and remember, alwayz remember dat ur one lucky lady to HAVE someone to miss.... thrz millions of people out thrz whuz got no one to miss da way u miss him... :: Unquote

@ Virg – I guess that would be me ;)

@ Sundancer – A little pinprick is always a lot better than being comfortably numb, my friend. That was something a friend pointed out to me sometime back. I guess he’s right. Being numb to feelings – good or bad – can turn out to be quite dull and dead sometimes, and eventually you end up yearning to feel... anything at all, even pain. Trust me.

Take care :)

Sundancer said...

unreal - hmuihmula lo zawk tuntrum chu! Mahse hmusit kher lo la aw, an biakin ah hlir ka inkhom tawh. :))
virg - thanks lady! And I woke up feeling great this morning, I'm almost sorry now that I wrote all that bullshit yesterday!
bird - I'll remember that next time the tears come falling! :)

PhoeniX said...

That post would have stayed pretty and comfortable in your 'private' blog!

Sundancer said...

..comfortable enough here. Too benign for my secret blog, it'd be out of place there.

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